have been readin thru
the things i written in tat small
sermon book of mine.

even pray abt tis bit before
went on stage
-"wadevr you do on the stage,
you will be impartin, either
your own spirit or God's spirit"-
kimwee (wam'nite)

little did i realise
i didn't noe how much the impact it could
be until i listened to yesterdae's recordin.

had an evaluation after svc.
overall praise and worship is pretty good
technically wise and atmosphere
is commented ministering.
did receive a bit of compliement on the bass
of coz, praise God.
but who won't get a little carried away?

as i listened to yesterdae recordin
i thought to myself.
chey, not even close to wad i have in mind.
could have played better..

but listen on..
God knows how long. i just remain seated
in tis very chair i'm bloggin now
capture by the very p&w i've played.
and i just stare blindly at the com's monitor
and worship God.
dun need to look at any lyric,
just sing with the follow of the spirit..
am very touch by the spirit now.
but dunno how to pen it down.
how i wish someone can phrase everything nicely
so tat.. tis entry..
will be a entry i can look back
and be convicted.. He Lord over my growth
and cont give myself to Him.

why sudden all tis
emotional thoughts?
becoz of wad happen b4 svc.

[wad just before svc]
sound checked..
everything customise properly..
realli to go..
somehow, just when the praise started..
all the instrument volume seems softer..
i know the sound team didn;t change any setting
much be either my ear piece
or my customising not good..
wanted to increase the main
but will be hearin lots of distortion.

can barely hear bass.
nervous.. prayed.. and then
leave everything as it is.

close my eyes.
played by heart,
by wad i have prac.
the first time, pray while playing..
not praying tat i will play well.
but was praying tat i will trust
in His love and do my best..

at tat moment, i tot i realli screw up p&w
so i barely looked up..
with the ear piece on..
everything so faint..
but somehow, i hold the bass pretty close to
my chest.. and can hear my heart beatin.

i just played.
along with how my heart beats..
focusin on HIM

hahas.
k.. gonna share tis
i almost cried out..
during p&w. quite paisei sayin tis on blog.
but ya loh..
tats it..
glad God use me..
i bet dere is more to wad kimwee
had shared..
pray for me..
and i will keep praying.
till i see the light.
amen


-"wadevr you do on the stage,
you will be impartin, either
your own spirit or God's spirit"-
kimwee (wam'nite)

p.s. wanna add on.. smthing.
realli proud of the team i am working with.
treasure them a lot.
couldn't have been tis far without them.
pherd, musios, roy, jon, jo-n and nel